End of the semester.

Man.....Time is flying so fast! It's already the end of the 5th semester at HELP. It's worrisome that time is just zipping past. Sometimes I really feel that I am not Carpe Dieming (seize the day) as much as I want to.

In another week it will be finals once again. I am really worried about how I would do. Dr. Ng discussed anchors in life with us today under the spirituality dimension of the multi-dimensional perspective. Anchors are actually items in life that are important to an individual. Something that you've bound yourself to e.g God, Friends, Yourself, Your parents.

I was dwelling on this thought for a little bit too much and I thought to myself. Is the reason why I am performing with mediocre results in my exams are due to the fact that there is so much pressure on me that I suddenly black out? I really wonder....A recent chat with Su Vian Helped me identiy that I need to address the issue of me panicking and acting out in exams. I noticed on several occassions that when I lose focus because of time constraints or excitement. I generally perform very very badly.

I guess it speaks also of my life in general. Do I really anchor myself to things that matter for life? Is life worth the things that I am investing it in? Truthfully, on a whole I would say that I've not anchored myself to things that matter. It's one thing to write here on a blog where you have no judgments, it's another to take action and force yourself to break of it. I do hope that God has heard this prayer of mine.