Bad omens?

Lately I've been having some weird a** dreams. I saw myself beat up pretty badly by someone whom I was particularly close to.

It's not your average battle. Imagine bruises on the eye and blood flowing from my mouth. The strange thing was I didn't fight back as if to take a sort of punishment. Though I sometimes doubt that something to this magnitude is impossible of happening, I've seen somethings that make me think otherwise. Makes me think whether I should continue in certain pursuits in life. Sometimes the price of screwing up is way too high and it's a price I am not really willing to pay. Uh.... Heck.....

To speak of the dread that I had to go through today is another bloody hell. Geez.....two things and I am already running on dry..... Wonder where's the resiliance I talk so much about sometimes.

Long day and one longer yet to come week.